Crevasses: Untitled & Incomplete

A collage of hard dirt with deep cracks, a piece of cracked sidewalk, and a black rubber gravel pavement that is split open with weeds growing out of the split. A small leafy plant spills over the right edge of the page.

This was my second attempt at collaging multiple pictures of the ground opening or breaking through. Isn’t it too square? It was for what I experienced of the vastness and fecundity of the ground. I didn’t know how to both fill the page and get it beyond the page.

I became exasperated searching for plants who were not as intertwined with other plants and who I’d captured with clean enough edges to isolate it and allow it to jut into the white border like that one green leaf. And most of all, I didn’t have the patience for it not to be ordered.

Some quick words to accompany this attempt:

earth

opens despite

grounds we’ve built

to keep it reminding

us we don’t possess

imagination profound

or fecund enough

to bring forth

ecstasy

The corners of two photos appear on a white background forming two mountaintops. One photo is of a rusted sewage cover in the sidewalk, the other is a patch of grass descending into a patch of weeds growing from a split in rubber pavement

Since I couldn’t overcome the limitation of the photos I’d taken and their edges, I played with them, and saw a different landscape that spoke to me.

The edges of a couple of the pictures I took became mountaintops and a familiar picturesque portrayal of the ground came into view - one that always hints that there is more to see on the other side.

A “rough around the edges” poem to accompany this attempt:

gratitude

for not yet turning the page

for the mountain in sight

but not over

for a space where I don’t see too much

and my only task

is to walk*

*move/crawl/rest/ take in the valley

LeAnn D. Jenkins

I am a child of the Southern black church in the United States. In my early 30s, I went through major upheaval in my faith and spiritual practice. Now, I use my lineage, my mysticism, and my constantly explorative spirituality to support individuals and groups who want to grow in alignment, confidence, and freedom in their spiritual practice.

https://www.leanndjenkins.com/about
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